I think most of those are officially released so I believe those aren't allowed on this forum. I would try the search function and see what you can find though
Whichever one says "and I still feel shitty" at the end. I don't have these three at my disposal, but I remember one not saying that, maybe two not having that final lyric.
Which songs of hers have never gotten a single live performance or recognition in a tour interlude?
It's a shame tracks like Words, Thief of Hearts, and Secret Garden have gone completely untouched.