Leona Helmsley

Guys, I know you are waiting for me, but, just take all this bullshit of a post in consideration:
Infinity has become a hell again just like SayHey, with countless people saying countless bullshit just for the sake of pretending they care for Madonna but they're just worried to cause some shock value. I have seen this shit to countless forums wuth countless miserable people who try hard to play the woke, progressist, neoleftist whatever, but they are just endorsing the farright and somehow making the easiest for them to come and keep in the power. After all it's just words blow in the wind, as they are just stupid as fuck to battle what they see as enemies through a right, intelligent way. The neoleftists are just the most valuable soldiers to farrighters.
Witnessing all this stupidity being thrown like diarrhea to this forum completely, TRULY kills me as a Madonna fan who has got Madonna's mindset unlike them. And, between arguing with their jackass' minds and being far away from here, you know what's better to my mental health.
I don't even feel encouraged to take part to Madonna-related stuff like her next maxisingles to be reissued with some passion I once had, nor even taking part to not-Madonna related stuff such as other girlies' threads as virtually this forum has turned into another Nation or Bible - and I ain't here for this.
I know you get me, but I had been fought with those bastards enough to desert from this unglorious walk - what to argue to people that, once they get caught to their own lies, remain silent as silence can be seen both as cowardly and boldness???
Please, just give me time, and perhaps give this forum time too. Just as Madonna, I have been feel awful and disgusted to lil'medonsters. They are crap, useless, hyenas who are unworthy of stanning her. And talking and keeping talking about them make me feel exactly like them. I need to evolve. Plain and simple.
My beloved guys, just remember these Madonna's words: "Wild is the world, and lonely is the path that comes to you." You surely get the meaning behind them.
Good beginning of week for you two. I need safety, I need kindness. I used to find them here on my playground, my Infinity. Now I am not. CU!
@honestlyhlf, please, read these words too. I know you are solidary to me about my feelings (and Madonna's feelings too).

@Leona Helmsley and @Would You Like To Try, you both know I'll never leave you; I just don't feel like in a good spirit, esp after the confirmation of Chris' passing away.
I have been passing through strange emotions not only for all the Madonna related stuff, but because of my life with my family. I know it could be just a storm in a glass of water, but I just don't know how to deal with the constant abrasive treatment we've been treating each other at home. I just need a time to heal myself spiritually.
The alleged way Chris died has pulled me a trigger since. One can blame it on the side effect of Prozac, and this is a thing I'll have to deal to for the rest of my life, but there are times when this gets more intense. We are living a hell of a life and I need to cling to the best things possible, and this forum in a nutshell just has given me very bad feelings, of course this ain't new when it comes to Infinity, but, as a lonely person, esp since after having lost my mother, I feel more comfortable in loneliness as this is my default state of spirit. You may get me, you may not, but I know you care about me like no other else in this site - so I ask your understanding always.
Dave, I know I just cannot kill myself - everyone needs me regardless of they liking me or not. The question is to thrive to this thought until when - so I need this healing, as I've always needed it.
Love you both like the pupils of my eyes. Wish I could love even more people from this place this way but they don't give me a chance nor they ever will. They hate themselves too much to allow themselves to be loved - that's why I hate the neoleftist agenda as their commitment to actual good feelings is only superficial, much because their main goal keeps being an utopia - the equity of income resources above anything else. They are ultimately blind to face that as they're encouraged to be selective about their positive things for the sake of the same old stupid Marxist dogmas. So I have no patience to them as they feel the same for me. Only time and the knocks they get from life may make them open their eyes. As for now I'm not interested to present my beliefs as something to them. Just want to keep living my life. Stupid people are everywhere; better being alone than getting caught to their mousetraps.
I'll come back soon - please, wait for me, my soul siblings. C U!

Don't worry Anapausis we'll wait for you when you come back!

i understand

you see im only here now

Its totally ok

come back wen you feel ok

all the best

have a good day

hugs

bye

With Sabrina. She seems to be a genuine fan of M.
Dave, I'll give you a challenge, but don't worry if I last to reply you back. This forum is being abysmal and the rumours surrounding Christopher Ciccone only have made it worse. I seriously consider to have a much longer break from here. It has turned into socials. Honestly I was trying to say you that a long time ago but couldn't find the words. The fresh new rumours surrounding Chris have made me awful as they are the last straw to me regarding this forum.
@Would You Like To Try, I have this message also for you. If you wondered why I have been silent all this day, the question is simple: I don't want to discuss this issue nor any other here. Actually I am like about to post a certain guy on here's awful attempt to be an artist only to see if they actually prevent me from here for granted just as it has happened to Honey Little. My level of disgust to Infinity is ironicly infinite, and all that talk about Madonna's brother have made feel like demanding all those vultures to fuck off, but that's just what they want from me so I won't give 'em this taste.
So as for now, this isn't a goodbye, just a see you soon - but only when I feel comfortable to come back here.
all my love 2 u both, my loves.

happy you find a book you like...... love books too ......

im good thanks and you?

yesssss !!!! im sure she ha ve tons of amazing songs unreleased

my challenge now.....
madonna in duet with Sabrina Carpenter or taylor swift?

have a good day today too dear.....

all the best

hugssss

bye

Buon giorno, amato mio, come sei?
I'm very happy. I found a very good book at my local bookstore for a very good price. I so live this type of findings.
Answering you: yes and as I said here on forum, with Triggering rerecorded as lead!!
If You Go Away, Miss You, Is This Love (Bon d'accord) and whatever else M has in her vaults from discarded Hello Suckers era should get the green light to be officially released??? Yes or for shizzle???
All my love always and evermore!!!

good morning dear....,

Hello.....

i hope you will have a good day

Shakira don't bother