xavier

Yes. Whatever she's doing, she's perfected it.  But whatever she does, people will find a way to criticize it. To me, she looks fabulous and most people think the same. All at the same time, her face is still highly recognizable, looking more and more like her younger self.

This and the fact due to her many years of working out and diet she was getting very thin and gaunt. Then she was getting older. So the lower face is hers with filler dissolved 

I think much of it is angle, lighting and photoshop. Most paparazzi pics of her lately, never show that extreme indentation. Anyway, I think she looks beautiful.  We all know she does procedures.

When I woke up today, I didn't plan on making this post. I was actually fine. September 9th. My mother's birthday. 
 
She passed away 5 years ago from breast cancer. The time between her diagnosis and dying was 5 months. She had no chance, it was too late and she made her peace with it, refusing chemo and choosing to be at home being administered morphine. 
 
She passed away the morning after my birthday, living just long enough to give me that day. Today, on her birthday, I was fine. But I couldn't stop thinking about Promise To Try. That scene in Truth or Dare where she lay on her mother's grave, talking to her and wondering what she looked like now. And I broke like a piece of glass...
 
And that's how the day kept going. Little by little, the song kept playing in my head..."will she see me cry when I stumble and fall"... And every day I do stumble and fall, but I keep getting up, even when at times I just feel like laying there. "Keep your head held high, ride like the wind, never look behind". And I try to keep going and never dwell on the past. Never feel nostalgic, keep moving forward, never stay one thing too long and never let anyone feel sorry for you. 
 
"Can't kiss her goodbye, but I promise to try". I tell myself I can let go, that I don't need to be comforted by tales of heaven and angels. That I'm ok with death being the end of it will help me find that closure. That I need to let her go. "But it feels like a lie".
 
And it kept playing in my head. Bringing me to tears each time today. Just one song. The power of Madonna's writing and vocal delivery, emoting so much. Intricate simplicity. Grief. A universal feeling we can all understand, but perhaps only mire so with this song if you've experienced losing your mother.
 
I don't need to listen to Madonna's songs everyday. I'm no longer a teenager in the early 90s. I've been there and done all of that. I grew up with her music in the 80s. But I feel I've lived through her music; I've sat on a plane fleeing an abusive situation with "You'll See" playing in mind, giving me the strength I needed. I've left home at an early age with "Oh Father" in my head saying "you can't hurt me now". I've gone place to place trying to find safety with "Drowned World" (travelled round the world, looking for a home). But today, Promise To Try hurt a little more than it usually did.
 
No, I don't need to listen to her music every day. I can go months without playing her songs as I get on with my life. I don't need to do any of those things because I can just think of her songs and I experience them because they've had a lifetime to bury themselves deep within me, waiting for the right moments to burst forward.
 

That said she still has filler in the cheek area. But lower has been dissolved 

Love how after her Grammy appearance everyone was complains she has pillow face too much everything 
now she’s dissolving some and she’s getting accused of more surgery. Lol
She can’t win.

Please guys the face looks just fine, wayyyy better than the PUFF swollen years... 

She looks great - the hollowing does look severe - but probably more so about lighting and angle - 

She's soooo gorgeous! 😍

Sounds like DJ Dark Remix
 

She is brave to mock Christianity only like everybody else. All religions are corruption tool use against us, mind warfare.
And how is possible mocking something that is made by pedo, drugs human organs traffic, child deprivation, laundry-money the headquarter is a snake head building where their leader is a Jesuit with jew hat mafia and have a demonic/draco statue celebrating our  destruction behind his throne.
But what offend me the most is the fact mock christianity is SOOOOO 80/90. So please Madonna    

Rare Madonna 1979 ( *waits for the thread claiming its not her*) 🤪

Rare Madonna 1979 ( *waits for the thread claiming its not her*) 🤪

#Madonna attending the Off-White party during New York Fashion with boyfriend Akeem Morris. #OffWhite

Rare Madonna 1979 ( *waits for the thread claiming its not her*) 🤪

Rare Madonna 1979

Danceteria 1979

#Madonna attending the Off-White party during New York Fashion with boyfriend Akeem Morris. #OffWhite

Gorgeous. Thank you. 

#Madonna attending the Off-White party during New York Fashion with boyfriend Akeem Morris. #OffWhite

Rare Madonna 1979 ( *waits for the thread claiming its not her*) 🤪

Need this so badly. And hopefully with the Tupac version of I'd Rather Be Your Lover