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  1. Brendanlovesu1

    where is the cheapest pre order. Is it the Fnac store?
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    MADONNA TO RELEASE HIGHLY-ANTICIPATED 14th STUDIO ALBUM MADAME X GLOBALLY ON JUNE 14th FIRST TRACK “MEDELLÍN” WITH MALUMA IS ZANE LOWE’S WORLD RECORD ON BEATS1 TODAY MTV PRESENTS MADONNA LIVE & EXCLUSIVE: “MEDELLÍN” VIDEO WORLD PREMIERE ON APRIL 24 PRE-ORDER MADAME X NOW ALBUM PRE-ORDERS INCLUDE DOWNLOAD OF “MEDELLÍN” Madonna’s highly-anticipated 14th studio album Madame X will be released on June 14th globally from Live Nation, Interscope Records and Maverick. The first track from the album “Medellín,” with Colombian superstar Maluma, will be Zane Lowe’s World Record today on Apple Music’s Beats 1. Madame X is now available for pre-order. Album pre-orders include a download of the first track which is available across Apple, Spotify (pre-save), Amazon and all DSPs. Select additional tracks will become available before the album release.  Madonna will exclusively unveil the world premiere of her video and single “Medellín” with Maluma, during a globally televised MTV music event, “MTV Presents Madonna Live & Exclusive: ‘Medellín’ Video World Premiere,” on Wednesday, April 24 at 9:00 pm BST / 4:00pm ET/ 1:00pm PT. Madonna will join British DJ Trevor Nelson and fans live from London for a conversation about the influences of her new album, and the creative forces behind her transcendent career. “Medellín” collaborator and Colombian pop star Maluma will join live from Miami. Madonna will also take questions during the global event via satellite from MTV’s Sway Calloway and fans in New York City, with additional MTV-hosted events in Milan and São Paulo.  Influenced creatively by living in Lisbon, Portugal over the past several years, Madame X is a collection of 15 new songs that celebrate Madonna’s career-long affair with Latin music and culture as well as other global influences. Singing in Portuguese, Spanish and English, highlights on the album include “Medellín,” which was co-produced by Mirwais and captures the spirit of Maluma’s hometown, the anthemic song “I Rise,” the Jamaican dancehall vibes of “Future” featuring Quavo, and co-produced by Diplo, as well as the sonically innovative Mirwais produced “Dark Ballet.” Recorded over 18 months in Portugal, London, New York and Los Angeles, Madonna collaborated on Madame X with longtime producer Mirwais, as well as with producers Mike Dean and Diplo, among others.  “Lisbon is where my record was born,” Madonna says. “I found my tribe there and a magical world of incredible musicians that reinforced my belief that music across the world is truly all connected and is the soul of the universe.” Madame X will come in a standard and deluxe version of the album. A Target CD version will feature the deluxe version of Madame X plus an additional two tracks. Pre-order the Target deluxe at Target stores or online at A variety of special bundles of Madame X with one-of-a-kind limited merchandise, as well as special vinyl and cassette versions of the album, are available now for pre-order as well HERE. Further details regarding the album, videos and appearances will be announced in the coming weeks.  The full track listing for Madame X standard and deluxe versions are: 1. Medellín with Maluma 2. Dark Ballet 3. God Control 4. Future ft. Quavo 5. Batuka 6. Killers Who Are Partying 7. Crave ft. Swae Lee 8. Crazy 9. Come Alive 10. Extreme Occident **deluxe version only 11. Faz Gostoso ft. Anitta 12. Bitch I’m Loca ft. Maluma 13. I Don’t Search I Find 14. Looking for Mercy **deluxe version only 15. I Rise For more information, please visit:
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    Wonderful Idea, From my early teen years I realised I had a problem with my mental health, I can remember clear as day standing in my bathroom aged around 12-13 staring at myself in the mirror and making a promise to myself that I would end my life. Depression is difficult to explain, if you have ever experienced it there is no need and if you haven’t there’s no words to describe the dark lonely horror going on in your head. It destroys your personality and your relationship with your family and friends. It took me until I was 20 until I finally reached out for help, the sheer horror of discussing with a doctor my most intimate secrets terrified me. And after a visit to my GP and a few specialists I was sat down to be told there might be a chemical imbalance in my brain, I was prescribed a cocktail of anti depressants, anxiety meds etc.. honestly, I just couldn’t wait until it was over, discussing my problems with others was literally my biggest fear. As a man in society we are made to feel any sort of mental issue is a weakness and a blow to our manly hood. Especially in the Irish culture with the stiff upper lip attitude. The thought of discussing with someone my fucked up mind and have them judge me is not something I could deal with. At this point I had been contemplating suicide for a while now and when I finally decided and planned it out, a strange thing happened. A peace that I hadn’t experienced for a long time entered my mind and body. For the first time in years, I could get a good night’s sleep. It was as if my body realized that this pain it was going through was about to end and it went into relax mode. I had taken an old dog lead and hidden it and the top of my garden, picked a tree close to my house and set a date for the following week. I didn’t feel any anxiety about it. It would solve everything, I thought. No more pain, and no more disappointment for me and my family. The day came and got dressed walk out of the house and collected the rope, sat down under the tree and broke down into floods of tears for a solid 15 minutes. I was scared, terrified in fact and felt a sense of hatred towards myself that I didn’t have the balls to do it. I finally gathered myself up, went home, locked myself in my room and only came out to eat and use the toilet for a few days. I began into a spiral of removing myself from all social interactions and spent the majority of my time alone lying in bed. This began to manifest itself as full blown social anxiety, any time where I had to go out in public surrounded by unfamiliar people I would have full blow panic attacks. Trying to avoid any situation I can so I could return to the sanctuary of my car or bedroom. In my life I have never spoke with anyone beside a doctor about my mental health issues, and I regret that, and I don’t in a way, there’s still a part of me that has this ingrained attitude that people will judge me as some crack pot who’s lost his mind and on the other hand I find myself desperate to do anything to help the situation. My solution to my anxiety was to self medicate with alcohol and after a few years drugs on top of that, I would find myself unable to leave the house without having some sort of alcoholic drink before entering a social event and if that wasn’t possible then I just wouldn’t go. I truly hate what this has made me become, ruining relationships with friends I care deeply about because I am too ashamed to even hint that I have any sort of mental health issue. Anxiety attacks are bad but anxiety attacks at night are truly awful, lying in a sweaty mess unable to sleep with a crushing sense of loneliness that is indescribable. Today aged 25 I am trying my best to get better. I Do lots of exercise like running, naked yoga (yes thats a thing and the human body shouldnt be shamed), CrossFit which I find helps my depressions massively. I have my bad days still, were I will just ignore the world and lock myself in my room. My main demon now is my social anxiety, the inability to function as a normal human being without having a full blown anxiety attack. I am trying to convince myself that I am not worthless because of my problem, and to remove the stigma so I can reach out to others for help. It has been a long road but I’m starting to see some light at the end of the tunnel. it has been quite therapeutic for me to get a lot of this off my chest. Hopefully in a few years’ time I can look back at this and be proud in how far I have come
  4. Brendanlovesu1

    Fixed it now, sorry about that, i'm hitting copy paste faster than I should be because am so happy we have new music
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    i found this on madonnatribe.. there was some doubt about if we would get the video today but It looks like we should get it next week.. MTV presents Madonna Live & Exclusive: Medellin Video World Premiere
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    It's a pre save for Spotify, works for me
  7. Brendanlovesu1 While it will come as no surprise to die-hard collectors that Madonna‘s new album will be released in several formats with different covers – some of which have already started circulating on the internet yesterday – there are two little jems planned to make Madame Xeven more special. The new album will also be released as an incredibly eye-catching limited edition rainbow-coloured picture disc set and on compact cassette. Are you ready for Madame X?
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    Medellin is now the banner on her Youtube page, and her profile pic its the single cover with Maluma has been updated
  9. Brendanlovesu1

    Now the #soon is TOMORROW!
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    We already know that the Video will premiere tomorrow, Wednesday on MTV, and than will be available for streaming by Friday. She will then perform live on MTV/TRL the following Wednesday the 24th. Hope she performs at one of the two Billboard music awards... Billboard Latin Music Awards: April 25 in Las Vegas Billboard Music Awards (on NBC): Wednesday, May 1st at 8 PM EST M performs on The 2019 Eurovision Song Contest in Tel Aviv on the 18th of May. June, 2019: MTV Movie Awards: Jun 15th at Barker Hangar, Santa Monica, CA
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    Count me in
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    What a lovely surprise. Love that we have those additional mixes and Supernatural on Spotify! Btw there's a sound glitch two seconds into Pray For Spanish Eyes, right?